Her ex boyfriend had told me every insecurity she had ever had. How he couldn't break up with her BC she always threatened suicide (once upon a time I actually sympathize for her..that time was gone)
So every secret vulnerability he exposed, I exposed to her. Showcasing her reflection...to herself...
My mother always said "hurt people hurt people."
But who is the hurt person in an argument....! Its a vicious cycle of hurt people.
But I must say, I am more disappointed in myself than her. I read her for this type of person a long time ago, I didn't not read myself?! Maybe I deserve a dose of my own reflection as well....
Monday, June 20, 2011
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
she moves her hair back
after i read her my thoughts
rubs my dog gently
brookly loves her
my mom loves her
but i owe her the truth
that my tears collect at the corner of my eyes
from a heartbreak that happened a few months ago
i like her
even when she's eating my hot fries
and watching old cartoons
someone like her
i want to give my all
and my all is not up for grabs
because their still lingering in someone else's hands