Her ex boyfriend had told me every insecurity she had ever had. How he couldn't break up with her BC she always threatened suicide (once upon a time I actually sympathize for her..that time was gone)
So every secret vulnerability he exposed, I exposed to her. Showcasing her reflection...to herself...
My mother always said "hurt people hurt people."
But who is the hurt person in an argument....! Its a vicious cycle of hurt people.
But I must say, I am more disappointed in myself than her. I read her for this type of person a long time ago, I didn't not read myself?! Maybe I deserve a dose of my own reflection as well....
Monday, June 20, 2011
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
she moves her hair back
after i read her my thoughts
rubs my dog gently
brookly loves her
my mom loves her
but i owe her the truth
that my tears collect at the corner of my eyes
from a heartbreak that happened a few months ago
i like her
even when she's eating my hot fries
and watching old cartoons
someone like her
i want to give my all
and my all is not up for grabs
because their still lingering in someone else's hands
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
I spent majority of my college career constantly daydreaming about the Big Apple, hoping to take a bite of the fashion, culture, and stories I adore:
BUTTTT..... Dreams, Thoughts, Culture, Style & Fashion are surrounding us, outside NY borders:
This blog is dedicated to every New Yorker at heart: rather Bloomington, Chicago, DC, Atlanta, LA, or a small county in Wisconsin.
NY may be the US fashion captial, but Style, Dreams, Culture, & Fashion transcends pass city limits and is embraced in every state:
BLOOMINGTON, Show Me A Good Style: