Her ex boyfriend had told me every insecurity she had ever had. How he couldn't break up with her BC she always threatened suicide (once upon a time I actually sympathize for her..that time was gone)
So every secret vulnerability he exposed, I exposed to her. Showcasing her reflection...to herself...
My mother always said "hurt people hurt people."
But who is the hurt person in an argument....! Its a vicious cycle of hurt people.
But I must say, I am more disappointed in myself than her. I read her for this type of person a long time ago, I didn't not read myself?! Maybe I deserve a dose of my own reflection as well....
ALONE TIME.
Preferably Raw
Monday, June 20, 2011
Fortune Cookie
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
HOT FRIES BREATH
she asked me to write
she moves her hair back
after i read her my thoughts
rubs my dog gently
brookly loves her
my mom loves her
but i owe her the truth
that my tears collect at the corner of my eyes
from a heartbreak that happened a few months ago
i like her
she's beautiful
even when she's eating my hot fries
and watching old cartoons
someone like her
i want to give my all
and my all is not up for grabs
because their still lingering in someone else's hands
she moves her hair back
after i read her my thoughts
rubs my dog gently
brookly loves her
my mom loves her
but i owe her the truth
that my tears collect at the corner of my eyes
from a heartbreak that happened a few months ago
i like her
she's beautiful
even when she's eating my hot fries
and watching old cartoons
someone like her
i want to give my all
and my all is not up for grabs
because their still lingering in someone else's hands
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
GOOD gets REAL
Once a Good girl goes
She's
faccades diminish......
and Good becomes Real
Maybe Leaving Good doesn't always mean becoming Bad
UnEXplainable ME
I have yet to attain the ability to adequately describe myself in words
.....anyone with this ability is either miserably simple or has stopped evolving...
i hope for neither of these to happen to me.
.....anyone with this ability is either miserably simple or has stopped evolving...
i hope for neither of these to happen to me.
Bloomington: SHOW ME A GOOD... STylE
I spent majority of my college career constantly daydreaming about the Big Apple, hoping to take a bite of the fashion, culture, and stories I adore:
BUTTTT..... Dreams, Thoughts, Culture, Style & Fashion are surrounding us, outside NY borders:
This blog is dedicated to every New Yorker at heart: rather Bloomington, Chicago, DC, Atlanta, LA, or a small county in Wisconsin.
NY may be the US fashion captial, but Style, Dreams, Culture, & Fashion transcends pass city limits and is embraced in every state:
BLOOMINGTON, Show Me A Good Style:
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